According to Nick Cannon, San Diego rapper Ryan Bowers died of suicide after attempts to take his own life.
Nick Cannon is mourning the death of up and coming rapper Ryan Bowers https://t.co/rc1uzhNvMX
— The Blast (@TheBlastNews) July 19, 2020
Signing the upcoming rapper on the label, Cannon confirmed the cause of death in Bowers’ Instagram case when he reacted to his passing.
Ryan Bowers Broke His social Media Silence
to mourn the death of rapper Ryan Bowers
Nick Cannon broke his social media silence to mourn the death of rapper Ryan Bowers, who died of suicide at the age of 24. The upcoming San Diego rapper was shot by the police while armed with a knife in January 2019. Cannon confirmed Bowers’ death and said that after his discussion he was dealing with suicidal thoughts.
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Just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse… 2020 is definitely the most fucked up year I’ve ever witnessed! After waking up & barely rising from my own dark contemplation of continuing my physical existence on this planet, this powerful warrior actually had the balls to do it. I’ve said it once and I will say it again, this was the strongest dude I’ve ever met! Just over a year ago a San Diego Police Officer rushed in his home and unjustifiably shot him placing him in a coma for months. I stood by his bedside and promised him that if he made it out & fought the good fight that I would make his dream come true and put his album out and share his story with the world. He fought and fought, he woke up, they stitched him up, he learned to walk and talk again and within months we were back in the studio recording. Even through his strength he would whisper to me that “Everything Still Hurts”. His music was definitely his safe haven and it was amazing. Paying for lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting the music together all meant nothing because I feel like I failed my little brother. The Cops will get away with shooting another kid, everyone will just look at this as yet another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was so much more than that. Once again my brother you have put this world in perspective for me. You would do that quite often because I never understood how someone who was experiencing sooo much pain could still laugh and smile through it all. This photo was the last time we seen each other in person. It was your first show back! Soldout crowd in our hometown San Diego and you rocked it!! You were so happy!! Proved to so many that you could do it and that you were Super Human! The greatest comeback I ever saw!! We almost made it little bro! But I guess even flying Super Heros have to land eventually. But I am certain that your energy will never die and your Spirit is eternal, so I ask you still to forgive me for letting you down Warrior. I can’t help but think if I wasnt so engulfed in my own bullshit I could’ve been there for you when you finally took your life after several attempts… Fuck this place!! #CantWin #ForLosing🙏
“When I think it won’t get any worse … 2020 is definitely the worst year I’ve seen!” Cannon wrote to Instagram. “After waking up from my own dark thought of maintaining my physical presence on this planet and barely rising, this powerful warrior actually had guns to do it.”
Ryan Bowers stabbed by Police Badly in January 2019
Police were called in January 2019, which Bowers allegedly used a knife to cut his own throat. A family member allowed the authorities to enter the house and showed the authorities a knife when confronted with Bowers. Fox San Diego was at that time when the police shot and hit Bowers in the upper body. He was in a life-threatening situation, but later recovered and started making music again.
“I said once and I’ll say it again, this was the strongest man I’ve ever met! Just over a year ago, a San Diego Police Officer ran to his home and unfairly put him in a coma for months, ”Cannon wrote on Instagram. “I stood next to the bedside, and if he dreamed and promised that he would fight the good fight that would make his dream come true and release his album and share his story with the world.”
Cannon said he felt he had left Bowers. “Paying lawyers, putting money in his pocket, even putting music together doesn’t mean anything, because I feel like my little brother has failed.” “The cops will run away from shooting another child, everyone will look at it like another loving farewell post, but to me @ryanbowersob was much more than that.”
Cannon wrote that Bowers turned things into perspective for him. He explained that the picture he sent was back to Bowers for the first time and that they saw each other for the last time. Cannon asked Bowers to forgive him, if he wasn’t involved in his discussion, he said he might be there for his friend.
“I am sure your energy will never die and your Spirit will be eternal, so I want you to forgive you because you still disappoint the Warrior,” he wrote. “I can’t help but if I hadn’t been so swallowed by my own bullshit, I might have been there for you when you finally took your life after a few tries.
Kehlani praised after Ryan Bowers’ death
Tribute follows Bowers’ news of death. He was a popular hip-hop artist and producer on San Diego’s underground scene and made a follow-up on Soundcloud.
Kehlani praised the SweetSexySavage singer, hinting that she was talking to Bowers and begging him not to commit suicide:
“i love you !! i’m so sorry !! for the rest of my life for the sake of our convo finna bother me! i begged you bro! i know you are quiet and peaceful but this shit doesn’t make sense to me !! love Ryan rest, I LOVE YOU !! 4L”
Ryan Bowers was once featured in MTV’s 2010 Made TV series. His last Instagram post was about the private album release party on July 4th of this month. The last series of Instagram posts was introduced with their latest album Running with Scissors.
Ryan Bowers relationship and Girlfriend
It was reported that Ryan Bowers had a relationship with singer Lia Marie Johnson. The couple appeared together in the music video of the song Up All Night.
Ryan Bowers Death
Cannon apologized to his disturbing comments from the Jewish community
Like referring to Bowers’ death, Cannon said he struggled after making anti-Jewish statements in his podcast in June, which led him to be fired by the media giant more than 20 years later by ViacomCBS. After encountering a huge emptiness, Cannon apologized to his disturbing comments from the Jewish community, faced with another reaction from fans who should not have just said he was sorry.
“I hurt an entire community and it pulled me to the solution, I thought it wouldn’t get any worse. Then I said that my own community opened me up and there was a sale to apologize. Goodnight. Enjoy the world, ”he tweeted. “You can all have this planet. I’m not! ”
He then issued a heartfelt apology to the Jewish community, saying he was working with the Rabbi to learn more. “I am ashamed of the ignorant and naive place where these words come from,” he wrote. “I want to express my gratitude to the Lord, the community leaders and the institutions that have reached me to help enlighten me, rather than scold me.”